I'm tired. Physically, mentally, emtionaly tired. Tired of lifes unrelenting forces. Tired of the way my brain works, the way my emotions seem to take over and then tired of being numb. Tired of feeling never quite good enough, or strong enough, or happy enough. Tired of being insecure. Tired of not having a voice. Tired of not being heard. Tired of life.
The Lord is close to the broken-hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit. Psalm 34:18
"He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust." Psalm 126:5
In the midst of our down times, it can be very hard to see past the fog and despair. Being a Mom is hard, being a homeschool Mom is harder, but when it's all said and done, we sure are lucky to have the blessings of our children all these other things in our lives that can wear us out on a daily basis. Take heart, rest in His grace and know that his mercies are new each day.
ReplyDeleteWeeping may endure for the night, but joy comes in the morning! Psalm 30:5